Oh Dear Sleep😴!!!

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Dear Sleep,

Weary with toil,
When I grace my bed,
Affecting my health,
You don’t come easily to me,
Same as a poor man’s wealth,
And a prisoner’s release.
You are such a tease!
Finding you is elusive,
You are so exclusive,
That when you come it seems delusive.

You have a peaceful savour,
But you don’t work in my favor,
I thought I was much braver,
That I won’t need your favour.
I toss from side to side,
Convincing is what I tried,
Waiting for you,
To come and abide,
But you pushed me aside,
Leaving me behind.

I don’t want to insult,
But you are so difficult,
And never show me any result,
Still you exult,
Are you by any chance an occult?
I feel I need to consult,
Is it my fault?
Of-course you would say yes,
Causing me panic and stress,
This is what I guess.

With all respect to you I address
Only with you I can achieve success,
Please don’t be a cause of my distress.
I’ll do whatever to impress,
Just don’t make me feel depress.
O dear sleep it’s time,
You come back to me,
It’s never too late you see,
Come and make me feel free,
Like the birds flying over the sea.

Sincerely,
Ava.

“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.”

― Stephen Chbosky

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Published by Ava Tripathy

Let me introduce myself, I'm a human searching for reality without losing morality. My name is Ava, more precisely Ava Tripathy, the face behind the blog Avem. Humorist Indian by Nature and Sarcasm in Vein. Unpredictable and absolutely a philosophical one.

21 thoughts on “Oh Dear Sleep😴!!!

  1. “I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.”

    ― Stephen Chbosky

    Love the Quote Ava Dear Young Super Smart And Creative

    FRiEnD for it’s True Every Person who stays connected

    to me in the Entire World Is the Similar Way

    Super Smart

    And Creative

    too Otherwise

    Hehe They Would Never

    Have What it takes to Endure

    All of What my Super Charged

    Soul Delivers that Some

    Days Modern

    Technology

    Questions is even

    Human Hehe.. true
    i once used the Google

    Search Engine So Fast as my
    Autism Spectrum Asperger’s Syndrome
    Super Savant Skill is Reading 20 Times
    faster than the Average Human that Yes

    The Google Algorithm Police For The Search
    Engine Put me on Probation Until Testing to See

    if i could Possibly Be Really Human oh Yeah i type
    up to 130 Words per Minutes When Properly Focused As yes
    Playing the Piano For Decades Helps with that too… So What Does

    This All Have to Do With Your Very Deep Poetic Quote Above and Having

    Problems Getting to Sleep

    Yes D O P A M I N E

    What All Super

    Smart Creative

    Folks Have

    In High Quantity

    Naturally Often They

    Have Difficulties Filtering out

    All the Feelings And Senses of the

    Environment So Much That they may

    Turn Inward And Become Quite Introverted

    As They Take in So Much it Becomes Almost

    Painful to Put Out As So much is always coming

    In and this is why Very Smart and Creative People

    Become Artists it is a Way to Focus All that Energy

    On one Task And Get it all Out As a Way to Express

    What is Within that is not too overwhelming among

    So Many Folks in the Environment taking all their

    Energy in true A Gift Art is to Do in Creativity

    For Super Smart And Naturally Creative

    Folks As Copious Amounts

    of Natural Dopamine

    Do Bring

    So Much Alert

    Just So Much Going

    on Upstairs in Our Soul

    to the Point it Does not wanna

    Come Down on a Soft Pillow And Just
    Rest Peacefully Like a Baby Who Is only
    Focused on Sleep no Remembering All that

    Happened in the History of the World at Once

    Environmental Stimulus Overload Indeed to STAY AWAKE…

    In General All my FRiEnDS Who Are Super Smart Creative Have challenges

    of Super Happy And Super Sad too as where there is an Autism Spectrum

    There is kind of a Bi-Polar Spectrum Whether or not one is Diagnosed

    Officially With Either One as far as Moods Go that Help us Sleep

    Or Emotions Driven by Dopamine And Other Neurochemicals

    And Neurohormones That KEEP US AWAKE and JUST

    WON’T LET US SLEEP until we get it all out and

    That is how i deal with it hehe Writing 100,000

    Words of Free Verse Poetry Just like this Each

    Day Letters to Folks All Around the Globe

    Each Week Every Word goes

    into my Facebook Profile

    Pic Descriptions and out of 9,000,000
    Words in 90 Months on Word Press 5,000,000
    Words in the Last 45 Months are on Facebook too

    With an Average of About 40 Miles A Week of Public
    Dancing Still Now at 60 Years Old Still leg Pressing
    up to 1520 Pounds at the Military Gym for all the

    Strength it takes to Do that

    And do You Know

    Why Hehe

    Yes

    So i will be able
    to Sleep at Night

    Totally Drug Free As True

    my Psychiatrist Said i am one of the

    Very Few Who Is successful Dealing with

    Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar Disorder

    Taking No Drugs Specific to that Condition at all

    Just A Prescription For Dancing Moving Meditation

    And the Same that a Free Verse Flow of Writing

    Poetically Expressing a “SonG oF mY SoUL”

    EPiC 9 MiLLioN Word Free Verse Poem

    Grows in 90 Months too…

    i’ve really Been

    Depressed So bad in my
    Life as i’ve already related to
    You For 66 Months in Hell on
    Earth in Pain and Numb i found

    A Way to Never Go Back and Be Happy

    Within with only Very Brief Periods of

    Darkness to Enter the Light i LiVE iN Now

    And True Everyday for me is a Dance and

    Song on a Tight Rope Now in Ease for

    A Human Being Will Do

    What Ever

    it takes

    Not

    to

    Fall on the

    Bottom Floor Level of Hell Within Again

    True Us Super Creative Smart People Must

    Stick together as it is also very true very Few

    People in the World Will Understand us

    Well it can and will Feel and Sense

    Very isolating too.. as some

    Days Being the

    Smartest

    Most

    Creative

    Person in the Room

    Makes us more outcast

    Than Wanted by anyone at all…

    i was selected for a Leadership Class
    For my County When i worked for the

    Military and true i was more like ‘Sheldon
    Cooper’ Then than the Metro Area Dancing
    Guy Who Makes Folks Smiles For Miles around

    It was a Simulated Society Leadership Class hehe

    And the Label i got then was outcast for how odd i was

    With a Few other Minority Groups in the Class they listed

    4 types of Human Personalities by Color Yellow For what i

    Mostly was then Lawyer, Judge, and Jury and Detective too

    Hehe all analytical solving Problems then like what you

    Do studying Accounting as an Honor Student now
    too.. And Then there is Green for the Sales
    Person Fast Talking Extrovert and

    Then Red for the one like
    Cops and Military who

    COMMAND No NO

    NO YOU Must Follow

    ALL the Rules Hehe

    Priests And Pastors Probably

    Fit in there too saying No No No

    to Human Freedoms too.. or you’ll

    Got to Jail Even Forever in Hell OH NO!

    And Finally There is Blue The Color Reserved

    For Artists As Extreme Moods Are the Fuel that

    Naturally Create Art What Makes An Artist who they

    Come to Be Creating Expressing All the Moods Colors of Life

    Now And this is why Many of the Great Arts of the World are

    Created by Storms of Human Souls in Sleepless Nights of

    Life too

    as the

    Energy

    Keeps Churning

    Fresh Butter in Our Brains…

    For me at least the Answer is Now

    GET IT ALL OUT DO IT ALL UNTIL

    you just come down on Your Pillow

    As You Moved Another Mountain of Creativity today!

    Always Stay Creative Dear FRiEnD AVA it is a Real

    Life Saver for Super Creative Smart Folks and

    Even if You Become one Day too Big for

    Most Folks to See

    AS History And

    Herstories

    Mostly

    SHoW One

    Day ‘They’ Too and

    HAha even Technology May Catch up too..

    See What Happens when You Catch me in the

    Morning Full With Energy And Not at Night Before

    i Go to sleep Just About Exhausted with So Many

    Miles of Dance And Writing Already Come to Page and Dance Floors

    All around Town This is me i am too Big for many to see Yet this is what

    i Do

    As We

    All Do to

    Sleep Peacefully

    At Night And Haha

    Write and Dance

    “War and Peace” The Next Day all over

    Again for in a way this is How Brand

    New UNiVeRSES are Birthed

    Every Now for in

    This Place

    in Dreamtime
    Always Awake

    In Creativity there is no time Just
    Eternal Now Creativity Very Few

    Ever Come to Fully Taste And Breathe…

    i’ve Seen the Sleepless Nights And Now
    i Dream The Days that Never End my FRiEnD

    And i know of most all the Places A Human Soul

    Will Go So Now

    i am Strong

    Enough

    to Lift the Other Souls Up

    No Matter Where i go Dear FRiEnD

    Mostly it’s True i’ve Been ‘There’ too

    A Prize of Walking in Most of the Other Shoes of Life For Real…

    Yellow, Green, Blue, And Somedays Red too When i say NO too…

    What Almost Killed me was i didn’t Have Enough Red to Survive No is important too…

    Now i have

    my Devil

    In My Right

    Pocket and my

    Angel Breathes Free in the Left one too

    All Red, Blue, Yellow, And Green to SeLL iT all for Free too…

    And Here is a Lullaby For You Dear Young Woman FRiEnD Ava so Smart And Creative

    Do Know/Feel as Long as i am Your FRiEnD i will Be watching Over You to help you sleep peacefully…

    Better Put i will always be Your FRiEnD Whenever you need a Lullaby to Sleep Remember this Song

    my Gift

    of SouL to You too..:)

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      1. Hehe it’s Surely Okay Not
        To Always Be Predictable That Way You Are Missed
        Hope You Are Sleeping
        Well Now Dear FRiEnD
        Ava

        Always

        A Nice Surprise
        To Hear From You

        With Big SMiles😊🤗

        Like

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