Dear Sleep,
Weary with toil,
When I grace my bed,
Affecting my health,
You don’t come easily to me,
Same as a poor man’s wealth,
And a prisoner’s release.
You are such a tease!
Finding you is elusive,
You are so exclusive,
That when you come it seems delusive.
You have a peaceful savour,
But you don’t work in my favor,
I thought I was much braver,
That I won’t need your favour.
I toss from side to side,
Convincing is what I tried,
Waiting for you,
To come and abide,
But you pushed me aside,
Leaving me behind.
I don’t want to insult,
But you are so difficult,
And never show me any result,
Still you exult,
Are you by any chance an occult?
I feel I need to consult,
Is it my fault?
Of-course you would say yes,
Causing me panic and stress,
This is what I guess.
With all respect to you I address
Only with you I can achieve success,
Please don’t be a cause of my distress.
I’ll do whatever to impress,
Just don’t make me feel depress.
O dear sleep it’s time,
You come back to me,
It’s never too late you see,
Come and make me feel free,
Like the birds flying over the sea.
Sincerely,
Ava.
“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.”
― Stephen Chbosky
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Beautiful poem Avem! 🌸🕊️
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Thank you so much!
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I’ve known that life has not been easy,
But, I would wish you a good night sleep,
Get up in the morning early,
You will be felt better already.
DTQT
http://www.dathaoqutrn.wordpress.com
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Thank you so much, ma’am for your words full of concern but this is something pure imaginative. Luckily I don’t have a problem with sleeping.
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Good to hear from you, Ava.🌹😁
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Nice!
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Thank you so much!
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Your welcome!
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Haha, this is very good 👏👏👏
I liked how you played with rhyming here, very good💟💟
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Glad that you liked it,
Thank you so much!
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Lovely poem!
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Thank you so much!
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“I don’t know if you’ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That’s why I’m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.”
― Stephen Chbosky
Love the Quote Ava Dear Young Super Smart And Creative
FRiEnD for it’s True Every Person who stays connected
to me in the Entire World Is the Similar Way
Super Smart
And Creative
too Otherwise
Hehe They Would Never
Have What it takes to Endure
All of What my Super Charged
Soul Delivers that Some
Days Modern
Technology
Questions is even
Human Hehe.. true
i once used the Google
Search Engine So Fast as my
Autism Spectrum Asperger’s Syndrome
Super Savant Skill is Reading 20 Times
faster than the Average Human that Yes
The Google Algorithm Police For The Search
Engine Put me on Probation Until Testing to See
if i could Possibly Be Really Human oh Yeah i type
up to 130 Words per Minutes When Properly Focused As yes
Playing the Piano For Decades Helps with that too… So What Does
This All Have to Do With Your Very Deep Poetic Quote Above and Having
Problems Getting to Sleep
Yes D O P A M I N E
What All Super
Smart Creative
Folks Have
In High Quantity
Naturally Often They
Have Difficulties Filtering out
All the Feelings And Senses of the
Environment So Much That they may
Turn Inward And Become Quite Introverted
As They Take in So Much it Becomes Almost
Painful to Put Out As So much is always coming
In and this is why Very Smart and Creative People
Become Artists it is a Way to Focus All that Energy
On one Task And Get it all Out As a Way to Express
What is Within that is not too overwhelming among
So Many Folks in the Environment taking all their
Energy in true A Gift Art is to Do in Creativity
For Super Smart And Naturally Creative
Folks As Copious Amounts
of Natural Dopamine
Do Bring
So Much Alert
Just So Much Going
on Upstairs in Our Soul
to the Point it Does not wanna
Come Down on a Soft Pillow And Just
Rest Peacefully Like a Baby Who Is only
Focused on Sleep no Remembering All that
Happened in the History of the World at Once
Environmental Stimulus Overload Indeed to STAY AWAKE…
In General All my FRiEnDS Who Are Super Smart Creative Have challenges
of Super Happy And Super Sad too as where there is an Autism Spectrum
There is kind of a Bi-Polar Spectrum Whether or not one is Diagnosed
Officially With Either One as far as Moods Go that Help us Sleep
Or Emotions Driven by Dopamine And Other Neurochemicals
And Neurohormones That KEEP US AWAKE and JUST
WON’T LET US SLEEP until we get it all out and
That is how i deal with it hehe Writing 100,000
Words of Free Verse Poetry Just like this Each
Day Letters to Folks All Around the Globe
Each Week Every Word goes
into my Facebook Profile
Pic Descriptions and out of 9,000,000
Words in 90 Months on Word Press 5,000,000
Words in the Last 45 Months are on Facebook too
With an Average of About 40 Miles A Week of Public
Dancing Still Now at 60 Years Old Still leg Pressing
up to 1520 Pounds at the Military Gym for all the
Strength it takes to Do that
And do You Know
Why Hehe
Yes
So i will be able
to Sleep at Night
Totally Drug Free As True
my Psychiatrist Said i am one of the
Very Few Who Is successful Dealing with
Asperger’s Syndrome and Bi-Polar Disorder
Taking No Drugs Specific to that Condition at all
Just A Prescription For Dancing Moving Meditation
And the Same that a Free Verse Flow of Writing
Poetically Expressing a “SonG oF mY SoUL”
EPiC 9 MiLLioN Word Free Verse Poem
Grows in 90 Months too…
i’ve really Been
Depressed So bad in my
Life as i’ve already related to
You For 66 Months in Hell on
Earth in Pain and Numb i found
A Way to Never Go Back and Be Happy
Within with only Very Brief Periods of
Darkness to Enter the Light i LiVE iN Now
And True Everyday for me is a Dance and
Song on a Tight Rope Now in Ease for
A Human Being Will Do
What Ever
it takes
Not
to
Fall on the
Bottom Floor Level of Hell Within Again
True Us Super Creative Smart People Must
Stick together as it is also very true very Few
People in the World Will Understand us
Well it can and will Feel and Sense
Very isolating too.. as some
Days Being the
Smartest
Most
Creative
Person in the Room
Makes us more outcast
Than Wanted by anyone at all…
i was selected for a Leadership Class
For my County When i worked for the
Military and true i was more like ‘Sheldon
Cooper’ Then than the Metro Area Dancing
Guy Who Makes Folks Smiles For Miles around
It was a Simulated Society Leadership Class hehe
And the Label i got then was outcast for how odd i was
With a Few other Minority Groups in the Class they listed
4 types of Human Personalities by Color Yellow For what i
Mostly was then Lawyer, Judge, and Jury and Detective too
Hehe all analytical solving Problems then like what you
Do studying Accounting as an Honor Student now
too.. And Then there is Green for the Sales
Person Fast Talking Extrovert and
Then Red for the one like
Cops and Military who
COMMAND No NO
NO YOU Must Follow
ALL the Rules Hehe
Priests And Pastors Probably
Fit in there too saying No No No
to Human Freedoms too.. or you’ll
Got to Jail Even Forever in Hell OH NO!
And Finally There is Blue The Color Reserved
For Artists As Extreme Moods Are the Fuel that
Naturally Create Art What Makes An Artist who they
Come to Be Creating Expressing All the Moods Colors of Life
Now And this is why Many of the Great Arts of the World are
Created by Storms of Human Souls in Sleepless Nights of
Life too
as the
Energy
Keeps Churning
Fresh Butter in Our Brains…
For me at least the Answer is Now
GET IT ALL OUT DO IT ALL UNTIL
you just come down on Your Pillow
As You Moved Another Mountain of Creativity today!
Always Stay Creative Dear FRiEnD AVA it is a Real
Life Saver for Super Creative Smart Folks and
Even if You Become one Day too Big for
Most Folks to See
AS History And
Herstories
Mostly
SHoW One
Day ‘They’ Too and
HAha even Technology May Catch up too..
See What Happens when You Catch me in the
Morning Full With Energy And Not at Night Before
i Go to sleep Just About Exhausted with So Many
Miles of Dance And Writing Already Come to Page and Dance Floors
All around Town This is me i am too Big for many to see Yet this is what
i Do
As We
All Do to
Sleep Peacefully
At Night And Haha
Write and Dance
“War and Peace” The Next Day all over
Again for in a way this is How Brand
New UNiVeRSES are Birthed
Every Now for in
This Place
in Dreamtime
Always Awake
In Creativity there is no time Just
Eternal Now Creativity Very Few
Ever Come to Fully Taste And Breathe…
i’ve Seen the Sleepless Nights And Now
i Dream The Days that Never End my FRiEnD
And i know of most all the Places A Human Soul
Will Go So Now
i am Strong
Enough
to Lift the Other Souls Up
No Matter Where i go Dear FRiEnD
Mostly it’s True i’ve Been ‘There’ too
A Prize of Walking in Most of the Other Shoes of Life For Real…
Yellow, Green, Blue, And Somedays Red too When i say NO too…
What Almost Killed me was i didn’t Have Enough Red to Survive No is important too…
Now i have
my Devil
In My Right
Pocket and my
Angel Breathes Free in the Left one too
All Red, Blue, Yellow, And Green to SeLL iT all for Free too…
And Here is a Lullaby For You Dear Young Woman FRiEnD Ava so Smart And Creative
Do Know/Feel as Long as i am Your FRiEnD i will Be watching Over You to help you sleep peacefully…
Better Put i will always be Your FRiEnD Whenever you need a Lullaby to Sleep Remember this Song
my Gift
of SouL to You too..:)
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Hey!
Your thinking and way of saying things and how selflessly you spread your wisdom never fails to surprise me,
Thank you so much for your kind word,
and sorry for the late reply
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Hehe it’s Surely Okay Not
To Always Be Predictable That Way You Are Missed
Hope You Are Sleeping
Well Now Dear FRiEnD
Ava
Always
A Nice Surprise
To Hear From You
With Big SMiles😊🤗
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Very well articulated
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Thank you so much!
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Welcome
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😊
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